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Starting weight: 257.4Last week's weight: 232.6
Current weight: 232.2
Weight +GAIN / -LOSS this week: -.4
Total weight lost: -25.2
So Operation Skinny Bitch actually turned into Operation Sick Brandy. I was just a "I'm gonna sleep away life and never breathe or talk normal again" illness. Not a stomach - lose weight one. damn.
I do like that I went down - no matter how tiny. I weighed less yesterday though - 231.6. Just saying.
I'm tired of being fat. I want to be the cute one with cute clothes that feels good. I also can't tell myself that enough to not eat the chocolate.
This whole thing is just a war with myself. And I can't pick a side.
I will keep doing this FAF thing indefinitely because even though I haven't seen significant changes in my weight, that means I also haven't just let myself have free reign again and gained it all back. So I'm just gonna keep on, keepin on.
Go visit all the other FAF peeps that are rockin it!
14 comments:
I think it is good to keep it going, Brandy; you have made great progress this year! It will happen that you'll get to your goal; just keep workingon it!!
betty
I just want to tell you I feel your pain, and you are not alone. I can't remember the statistic, but before I had surgery my doctor told me the percentage of obese people who are able to lose weight and keep it off ON THEIR OWN and it's tiny. Not to be discouraging, but it made me feel less like a failure. Because weight loss is SO DAMNED HARD.
You rock! I think you're doing awesome!
I have a hard time with that too. I want to lose the weight..but chocolate is so tasty.
A loss is a loss is a loss. I tried to write a post today, but it was just so angry and mean and nasty that I erased it... I am one angry bitch lately, it isn't pretty.
But! I am down another few pounds so maybe angry is good for me.
Dieting is hard. I hate it, I guess that's why I'm not actually doing anything about it right now.
Just Tuesday at bowling I told my bowling buddy that I was tired of being fat. We have to get so mad that nothing will distract us!
Keep going! You're doing well, and dark chocolate is good for you if eaten in proportion. Of course, that's the hard part. I understand. Just cut back on proportions, and eat a little healthier...
i might have to join u and keep going cause i tend to gain all of mine back
we will be here for ya!
hey a loss is a loss. you will get there, in the meantime know this...
you ARE a cute girl, super cute!
I'm so impressed with how great you've been doing! You look AHHmazing! So, you may not have lost as much this week as others before...but it is definitely better than gaining. I HAVE to get myself in shape...my problem...giving up whatever little "me" time that I get, to go work out, not so easy. Which is basically how every other mom out there feels, "me" time is hard to come by once you become a mom. Keep it up girl, you're doing awesome!
I feel your pain. When I actually see my weight going down I think "I freaking rock!" Then when things get tough I sometimes consider just resigning myself to being plump and living off fettuccine alfredo indefinitely.
But you should be proud because you ARE losing weight. And as frustrating as it is to see the weight come off slowly, gradual weight-loss is SO much better if you actually hope to keep it off. It's inspiring to see someone losing weight without turning their entire life upside down and giving up the good stuff in life. You rock!
:o( Hope you feel better soon!! I usually gain when I'm sick...cause for some reason being sick makes me want to eat everything in site. Whoo Hoo for a loss!!
you are already adorable.
but, yeah, i know what you mean...sick of my fat ass!
"a war with myself and I can't pick a side" oh yeah! I remember that.
Just be kind to yourself and keep going. It will all fall into place I'm sure :)
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